# 3 Years Budget #

Ayoiiyoiii..letihnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa arini. Business Plan yg sgt memenatkan fizikal & mental aku. Dah lew bulan puasa, menguji ketahanan sungguh. Walaupun dugaannye mencabar, tapi Business Plan utk 3 tahun : 2010,2011 & 2012 berjaya disiapkan dengan cemerlang, gemilang, terbilang..ehehehehehe ^_^ OK, jam menunjukkan pukul 9.30 mlm. Sy mau tidur !~ Mata tak mampu nak celik lagi (!_!)

# Hai la Mr. K..ohoooiiihoi #

Hurmmm..who's dat fella? I'm quite speechless with dis guy la. There is a backstage gossip among "them" that I might not know. It's quite weird. Yet, in a good way lew. But then, dat gossip become clearer and exposed to me. Wut shud I do huh? For d' time being, I just smile, smile and smile. I wanna ask but I'm not brave enough to ask. I cannot stand being teased by "them" coz I want to avoid red colour on my cheeks :">

I can't tell more than this now ^_^ Just wait for d' latest news k !~ :)

Hint : Encik Viva..for those who might know.

# Just Found It :) #

Find a guy who called you beautiful instead of hot,
Who call you back when you hang up with him,
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep,
Wait for a boy who kisses ur forehead,
Who want to show you off to the world when you are in meets,
Who hold your hands in front of his friends,
Who think you are just as pretty without make up on,
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and say …"that’s her…" :)

Aku sgt happy arini bcoz of sumting..what is it? I don't want to tell. U guys just guess la ok !~

Wah ha ha ^_^ Hurmmm..I Miss His Jokes :)

# Oh ! No Update Meh?

Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sulah lama wa talak uplate woo..manyak sibuk, manyak malas semua manyak-manyak !~ Wah ha ha..OK, sikalang ar..wa culik-culik uplate dikat ofis wooo. Talak boleh celita manyak-manyak nanti wa punya bos nampak wa kena malah wooo :P

Ini hali ar, wa mau kongsi itu gambar bulak kicik..manyak comei wooo ^_^

# Who Am I To Say #

Currently listening to Who Am I To Say by Hope..Incik Addie just gave me dis afternoon.

My mood was not OK last night and today. It just an advice given, coz I care and I love that person but then I was hurted back. Fine, I dont want to say anything after this. Just let it be. Go and find them. Maybe they can care about you more than I do. Anything they do, anything they said were OK for you but NOT ME. I dont understand and I'm tired of trying to understand. There's no difference at all. Nevermind, just being patient as long as I can.

I really need a rest from all these thing. It's just about 2 months. How am I going to survive for a longer period of time? I really dont know how. It's no use of crying, it's not worth it..but I can't control my tears.

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
It's the climb

p/s : Setiap kesusahan yang menimpa hamba-Mu ini pasti di hujungnya nanti akan menanti kesenangan =)

# Depressed #

Berdosa aku kalau sampai tahap benci...tapi aku rasa sgt tak gembira dgn hidup aku skrg (!_!)

# H1N1 #

HORLICKS 1 NESCAFE 1 = H1N1

^_^

# Cerita Hati #

Semalam yang telah pergi
Menghilang tanpa jejak
Membawa bersama cereka
Duka dan ketawa

Dan kini ku mencari
Kalau masih ada kesan
Yang terus tersisa di dada
Pantai permainan

Jalanan yang panjang
Bersimpang haluan
Bagai pentas luahan rasa
Tiada sempadan

Pada awan biru ku melakar kata-kata
Pada langit cerah ku panah semua cerita
Dengarlah mentari suara hatiku menyanyi
Bertebangan jiwa merentasi pelangi

Gerimis menitis gugur membasahi bumi
Bagai menangisi sebuah cerita hati
Andai kau fahami semua hikayat pendeta
Seribu tahun kau pasti bisa setia ke alam syurga

Mungkin ada esok

Tuk ku ukirkan kalimah

Menjadi arca pembuktian

Pengabdian cinta

p/s : ade sorg dak praktikal kt TM muke seiras dgn "tuuttt..." fizikal pun dh ade gaya cket2..style rambut pun nak same !~ pelanduk dua serupa mungkin ^_^

# Bunga Kuku #

Aaaaa..aku ada bunga kuku dekat jari manis belah kiri. Dah lama tak ada bunga kuku. Mak ckp, itu tandanya tgh susah hati. Hurmmm, aku tgh susah hati ke? Yeke? Ade la cket kot, susah hati memikirkan masa depan..wuwuwuwu.

Today was a public holiday..Israk Mikraj. Aku balik kampung antar nenek. Die dtg umah khamis lepas so pagi tadi aku antar die dgn mak. Masa kat kampung, ada sedara aku dtg umah nenek. Aku tak penah jumpa pun Kak Rohana tu..tadi first time. Tapi mak aku kenal la kan..aku je tak kenal. Wah ha ha !~ So, mak aku pun perkenalkan la anak dara dia sorg ni. D' best part is, she was trying to guess my age. FYI, at first she said I'm 14. Then I was laughing and she was like blur blur. My mom asked her to guess again..up a bit, 16. Ahahahahahaha =))

Gumbiranya aku arini sbb ada org teka umur aku baru 16 tahun. Alahaiiiii, nampak mude ye kak? Ihihihihihihi. Kak Rohana tu masih muda n terang penglihatannye ye kengkwn..she's not wearing sEpEk mAtA ok !~ ^_^

# Medical Leave #

13 July 2009 : Aku dpt MC sebab aku demam..finally aku tak dpt bertahan, tak dpt berpura-pura sehat wala'fiat lagi dah. I'm surrender..g klinik jmp doktor amek ubat n dpt MC for 1 day. Keje tingkat 4, staff tingkat 5 pun tau aku demam..haih !~ Ahahahaha.

Aku masuk ofis esok harinya, tak sempat nk letak beg atas meja lagi kak umi dh tny : hajar baik dah demam? bkn chikungunya la? H1N1? Wah ha ha..kak umi ni kan, mmg usahawan Hai-O btol !~ sabar je lew. Tergelak aku.

Interview utk kenaikan pangkat tu dah selesai ari selasa lepas. Alhamdulillah :) Hari rabu tu agak rileks takde keje sgt. Hari khamis baru bz cket..kene tolong abg ayiem kira final result interview tu. Kene transfer data guna excel n guess what..it's using a lot of number !!! Aku buat tu smpi aku rs agak kepeningan kot. Have to focus n concentrate. Kalau tersalah, kesian calon-calon yg mmg layak tu. Tapi aku dpt siapkan utk 2 grade applied dgn jayanya. Another 1 grade tak sempat abis. Aku sempat buat utk 41 org je from 81 candidates, tu pun mark from d' 1st panel only..another 2 panels tak sempat dah sbb jam dh kol 5.15, aku pun stop la. Sume dah balik kot, khamis balik kol 5.

So far, alhamdulillah aku seronok berpraktikal kt TM tu. Everyday mesti ade gak keje walaupun ciputtt je. Paling busuk pun photostat + faks. Haha..keje gak tu !~ :P Isnin depan cuti..yeayyy !!!

FYI, for d time being ni aku tgh rasa tak best pasal lelaki..i dont know why la. Kecewa ada..marah pun ada..geram + menyampah..Huhhh :( Almost give up dah ni (!_!)