# Ngeeeee ^_^ #

Mungkin hanya Tuhan
Yang tahu segalanya
Apa yang ku inginkan
Di saat-saat ini

Kau takkan percaya
Kau selalu di hati
Haruskah ku menangis
Untuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya

-waiting is killing-

p/s : ada la suara2 sumbang ckp aku jiwang pasni..ahahaha :P

dah dah aku nk p qhodo tidoq sat..
sembab dh mata ni

# Happy Mother's Day #

I would like to take this opportunity to wish Happy Mother's Day to my beloved mom n to my beloved sis as well.

I love both of you damn much ! ^_^

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinkin' about you
I'll never go a day without my mama
Mama, you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul

woot woot : nape asyik ingat dia je ni :D

# Today's Feeling #

You're feeling more indecisive today, and you'll be forced to rely on your intuition more than you're comfortable with. Even though all the information you want to know isn't going to be available, you will still have to make a choice. Luckily, your fortune is hot and chances are you will make the right decision whatever it is. Trust your instincts. Even if they lead you down the wrong path, they won't put you in a difficult position.

Guess what.. it works on me. Serious ! what the???
I dun like dis kind of pain :'(

p/s : MALU ATAU TAK YAKIN?

# Risik,Tunang & Nikah - Part 1 #

Morning !!!

Lain macam ja bunyi tajuk entry ni...wah ha ha :)) Surprise utk aku pepagi ni. "Good News" sgt ni. Buat aku gelabah di kala pukul 7 pagi. Adoiiyaiii O_o

Ok xpe...rileks, cool bebeh ! Calm down :) Alaaaaa,nnt la aku citer.

Mau pigi mandi..nk siapkan keje lg cket ~ to be continued :D

# From Quay Side to Jonker #

Date : 2 May 2009
Location : From Quay Side to Jonker

Ada apa dgn date & location kt atas ni? Something special ke? Haha ! :p

Begini ceritanya..

Pada tarikh di atas lebih kurang pukul 10 malam..aku + FW + Uyah sedang menunggu sekumpulan putera (putera la sgt) : 4 org sumenye dgn gelaran Dukustreet, dari Pasir Gudang yg sudi dtg melawat student2 MMU kt Melaka ni ha..one of them SUPA SENIOR MMU tau..hahaha :p

Senarnye mlm tu aku temankan Farah jmp cik abe die,incik Fauzi. F&F ! Sweet ek dia org ^_^ Plus, mmg sweet pun in reality. Aceceh. Aku jadi uphill driver..but dis time jln berbukit yg ada ms on d way tu selamat diredah dgn jayanya..Wah ha ha ! Lambat gak la dorg ni smpi..sesat kot aku rs, mesti dok pusing2 area Kota Laksamana tu :D Masa on d way tu Syed Andika demand nk tgk bola, Abg J nk mkn makanan tradisional la bagai..memcm. Mr. Kumin je cool tak demand pape :) At last lepak dkt Quay Side area kincir air besar tepi Sungai Melaka tu. Ramai la gaks rakyat Melaka yg outing mlm tu..dgn panasnye lagi n aku start la batuk kung kung kung. Pandai sgt pakai baju hitam. Adoiyaii O_o Tak selesa betol ~

Lepas mkn je mulelah aktiviti wajib Dukustreet..apa dia hang nak tau? Photoshoot. Sorg2 bwk kemere gedabak memasing dh mcm handbag dh aku tgk. Haha ! Aku tak join sgt sbb dok kung kung kung. Just cuci mata tgk org-org sekeliling n suasana mlm Bandar Hilir. Then kami jenjln kt Jonker. Lama la gak sbb SUPA SENIOR MMU stuck kt stall jual-jual brg magic. Dok belajaq magic plak dah. From info. retrieved, that is his interest..ok layan :p. In between tu sempat la aku dok ngarut gelak-gelak ngn Uyah suker giler sbb Uyah dok berusaha ckp utara : cheq ghasa hangat ! Lawak seyh. Sedap didengar n buatkan aku tergelak. Wah ha ha :))

Tujuan utama Farah nk jumpakan aku dgn soulmate die tercapai la..nice la orgnye. Peramah sgt. Friendly btol smpi aku tak sempat minum air dh kene kitai. Kitai? Sejak bile aku pndi gune loghat selatan ni. Isk isk..cheq masih rakyat utara yg setia la ! :D Papepun enjoy la outing mlm tu. Even aku menjadi mangsa kene kitai mlm tu aku pasrah je la. Haha ~ Satu je, aku impressed sbb aku tak blushing. Aku rs aku sgt cool n steady mlm tu. Ahaks :D

Gmbr lom ade nk upload. Nanti la ye kalo ade rezeki aku upload :)

Special thanks to :
Farah Wahidah + Uyah + Pojie + Abg J + Aza + Mr.Kumin ^_^

# Rindu #

Ya-Allah..aku rindu sangat tapi aku EGO ! Sebolehnya aku tak nak relationship tu lost even temporary..tapi apakan daya..takdir tuhan mengatasi segalanya. Itu namanya dugaan. Sabar...

Tadi breaklunch dgn haizum n syenaz dkt Din's Cafe. Tetibe camne ntah ade sesi luahan perasaan..kongsi pengalaman dgn dorg. Haizum first time dgr citer aku. Mata die berair tadi..boleh nampak. Huhuhu. Aku tahan je..sebak gak la tapi.

Actually aku rindu 2 orang sgt-sgt-sgt tapi aku EGO. Masih ada rs sayang dlm hati aku even mmg aku terlalu marah before ni. Kalau boleh aku nak semuanya baik-baik belaka mcm dlu tapi aku rs tu just angan-angan la kot. Susah la. Aku yakin sgt take time. Aku still doakan yg terbaik. Insya-Allah...amin ya rabbala'lamin.

Currently listening to Permata Ayah Bonda by Firdaus.

# Dying #

Aku nak update blog ni tapi aku tak larat sgt-sgt..kesihatan sgt tidak memuaskan ! Batuk yg tak baik-baik lagi..letih dah ni. Farah soh aku g klinik sok sbb batuk aku dh dkt 3 minggu..hmmm,baiklah ! Sok aku pegi :) Perut tak masuk nasik dah 2 hari setengah. Just meggi sup tulang + tiger susu + nescafe regular kaler merah tu yg dh bersachet-sachet. Keje bertimbun yg punahkan selera mkn aku =(( Sekarang tgh berusaha abiskan burger daging special. Ini pun susah nak abiskan. Adeih (!_!)

Mata aku yg org ckp besar ni dh jadi kecik dh aku rasa. Almost 40 hours without sleep..dah berpinar-pinar dh ni..pening giler !~ Seb baek td ptg sempat gak nap kejap 2 jam kt bilik FW(forward ^_^). Sumenye gara-gara FYP submission b4 5 pm tadi. Nak muntah dibuatnye ngadap SPSS buat analysis. Cam huru-hara je chap 4 n 5 ni..arghh layan ar ~ malas nk pk dh.

Now still kenot tidur coz esok ada HRIS nye presentation n submission BCB nye assignment. Otak aku dh penat sgt ni. Kenot think ! Not normally functioning. Meeting HRIS td mate sume groupmate aku sembab nk mampos. Sume stay up ngadap FYP smlm. Hahaha ! Buat lagi last minit..padan muka :P

K la kwn-kwn..nk p rehat sat. Aku tak mampu nak bertahan lagi. Serious !

p/s : tgg coming entry aku psl apa yg berlaku 2 May 2009 ok..from Quayside to Jonker :) dukustreet..sy mau gmbr !~ leh la korg tumpang glamour di kalangan student MMU ni..hak3

aku suka caption ni : fashion la ! ^_^

# It's My Addiction #

The clock shows it's 5.53 a.m. Good Morning people !~ Wake up..let's start a new day with a big smile =) Guess what..my eyes still wide open till now. I haven't sleep yet. Adoiyaii O_o

Too many works lew !~ I'm tired. My stress level keeps increasing. My pimples start to come out on my face. Oh, NO ! Please don't. Go away from me. Hahaha.

The picture above shows Nescafe Original. Yeah ! That is my addiction. I must get my nescafe at least one tin per day. Actually I'm forcing myself just to get it one per day but I can consume more by d way. Not good for health lew ! My roommate "bebel" to me..bla bla bla ~ But then, "ada aku kesah?" Wah ha ha =)) Maap rumet, kenot lew yang :D

Just to update bout Nescafe..wanna have a short nap (rumet dah bselubung tu ha,cam best je..nk join gaks :D weee~)

I have class at 9 a.m. Abih la ada bunyi dak bdengkur lam kelas japg. Burok perangai. Hahaha !~ Aku steady je la kalo takat tak tido 24 hours :P Macam tak biasa plaks.

-chow chin chow-

Da-Da

# Quote of the Day #

Jangan takut untuk gagal.

Latih diri sendiri untuk berani mencuba.

inspired from this sentence :
ko tu lmbt sgt..tkot ntok gagal sapa suwoh..brani skit =)

# Good Job Guys #

This is my colleagues for training & development's group assignment. We have done our training workshop on 22 April 2009 successfully with the title, From Campus to Corporate - Preparing Yourself into A Corporate World. We have achieved our target and Dr. Ong complimented us for our good effort. She said we have covered a lot of topics within 2 hours with a very good coordination among us. The flow of the workshop was fantastic ! She can see there is an improvement in some of us. Plus, she impressed with the make-up video where there is a practicality inserted. She really enjoyed the sketch. It's alive ! Even though there are some negative things here and there due to the technical problems and so on but still, we're able to solve the problem professionally. We did a great job ! Congratez guys ^_^ Keep it up.

Basically we have covered topics on corporate grooming, business etiquette and workplace environment..got sub-topics some more. By the way my part is psychology of color. Unfortunately, I don't have enough time to prepare for my presentation since I'm doing a lot of works on preparation including designing tag, business card, certificate, company's logo, "anyam ketupat", editing pictures with designation, buying things and others. Farah helped me a lot. Qilah as well. Thanks dear =)

I'm not performed during the presentation. A bit sad and I'm not satisfied. I think I just simply talk, follow the slides with papers in my hand. It's not effective because I'm a final year student. It shows I'm not confident to present and I'm not impressed the audiences. I'm sure they're bored. Plus, got stuck some more. Sh*t man, how come? That's when you're nervous but I'm not at all actually. It just because I'm not ready 100%. However, pros and cons are there. Pros : I had cut the time since we're running out of time and it's avoid me to start cough and cough because I'm not well on that day. Cons : It's affect my individual mark (!_!) Yet, Dr. Ong did understand my condition when I told her personally. Nevermind, at least I'm satisfied because I did a lot of things behind the scene. I've given guidelines for them since I've experience before. I'm happy with that ^_^

p/s : Special thanks to my roommate, Sha Lew Lew for the design of a backdrop. Nice one ! Thank you bebeh =) I'm signing off here.